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Thursday, August 31, 2006

haiis. I do mis him.

I hope nth happen ttuh our relationship. we're So far apart now. I duno wad had happen. Sowie ferrh nt updating so long, cox something wrong wit maii connection. Couldnt come ttuh blogdrive page. > <" Exam iish drawin nearer. Im studying , and at da same time, thinking bout him. I duno how ttuh cal him when i wakeup, cox dad is at home. My phone no credit. I rili do hope, we're fine. I nvr wana let eu go, i rmbered everything we had gone thru. Those words eu said ttuh me. Could nvr be forgotten. Dearest wilson, rest in peace. I couldnt belif tt eu leave us. Eu left us all and went home wit God. Hope God could takekaiire of eu behalf of us. Missing times with eu. yihsze jie, she was so sad. But both of eu were true love inside my heart. Forever. She was so sweet, and i was beside her when she having her hard times. Wish shes fine. Cant wait ferhh her ttuh come KL .~ We could go shop together.

I love yihsze, i love wilson. I love dearest laogong.

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

haiis. Disappointed wit uncles, aunts.

Sigh. Dey rili broke maii heart. Those things dey sae, cant dey check out 1st ? Why would dey wana sae something nt true bout mii, and spread it all. All my aunts living in diff places, now dey are all talking dis. I rili do hate it. 0wix g0rt compared wit moii cousins. " how much did eu get in ur exam "

dis is wut dey 0wix 0wix say and ask my mom. Gosh, PLS ! Stop it, cos my marks has nth ttuh do wit eu. Ur not being caring ttuh noe my marks or wad sort ever ~ I dun give a damn. But ur w0rds, rili broke my hard. Have u ever get tt feeling gettin blamed on something eu DID NOT DO ?

do eu noe tt feeling ? Its rili bad feeling . Being hurt fer nth, but jux kept blaming eu. I had enuf pressure tt my exam iiz drawing nearer. And NOW ? Dis thing happen. Wad did i do wrong ? Why do ii hav ttuh get dis kinda punishments from eu all ? Everytime i thought of it, i'll feel very sad. And no m0od ttuh study at all . Onli i noe how hurt iiz deir words ttuh me. A poison tt kills my heart. And my tears start flowing down from my eyes. The worst part iiz, i cant even recognise maii aunts and uncles. They weren't lidat last time. Dey wont compare all dis shits. And dey wil NOT simply blame mii on things i DID NOT DO !

My uncle told my aunt, saying ii ponteng sku , run out from sku halfway. And mix wit those smokers, and non-educated ppls. WTH is diz? Onli my frens noe and dey trust me . I dowan tel them da truth, cox ii noe its jus waste of time.

If they had adi set their mind tt i mix wit those ppl, and i explain more ttuh them, dey wont trust mii either. I noe i DID NOT DO tt . Tt's enuf .

End of it .

ps : Laogong arh, i mizz eu lots! Rili missing eu lots lots ! =)

Takekaiire 0wix. Love eu! <33 MWUAHS!

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Friday, August 18, 2006

wee! trials ended. ^ ^

wee! trials at last ended. But i think i did quite badly. gona update pics in bloggie. =) Missing laogong again. Planing ttuh go sunway and enjoy! Its summer time! Who wana go ? =) more frens more fun! Its been awhile since i talked ttuh sharon. Wonder how are eu doin dere. Wonder if everything is okae. Love kangta and vanness! I wana go ttuh their concert! Sigh, but mom surely dun let mii go, as their concert on September and Pmr is drawing nearer. Wana go watch movies, go ttuh Fcuk, playboy, and search the clothes there. Cant wait !

Having dinner wit mom's frens tomoro. Sigh, wont be on9 tomoro i guess.

Hope ttuh go out wit laogong ner! Miss eu miss eu! Sho much ner! Must rmb takekaiire 0rh, since my phone no credit, cant 0wiz cal laogong oso ner. Sowie arh laogong. Dun sad sad arh! I wana go out, laogong wan come ma? ;P

Shoppin shoppin! <333

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Trials, gona finish! Yay! ~

Horray! Trials ending s0on, which iiz tomoro. Hahs =) cant wait til it finish! Hurm, bm was okae,science, kinda screwed up, cos mostly i did careless mistakes! Gosh, mom gona kill mii fer nt reading da questions! > < " But sigh, cant do anything much after the exams, so cant wori much tho. Maths, paper 1! I had nt enuf time ttuh finish it. Sigh! Maths 2 was fine. Hurm, todae was English and kh. Well, kinda cheat during English paper. =X It was basically fizi, he told mii wuds coming out fer exam. And he asked mii ttuh read events. And well, i did fer awhile, and later on, dzikhry asked from dee's class bout the questions. And yea, it wuz confirmed tt it's event. So, did okae in english paper, while kh. , i did read b4 exam, but questions wuz basically too much on Kuih thingy. ARgh!

Sejarah iiz tomoro. But i din wori much bout it cox tomoro reach sku stil can read fer another 2hrs. ~ SLEEPY sub! But stil gotta do revision in tt. Hoping tt i could get at least 5a's in diz exam! Dowan disappoint omma! Me + chris + Jing currently learning korean classes thru net. ! Its fun! He found from webs, and he printed it out, and we learned together in class! WEE ! ~ I onli learned " oppa " and " omma "

Korean iiz much better than jap. Even their songs! =)

Missing him so much again. Hope tomoro faster come! <333

Pumpkin `hearts durian BOY!

<33

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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Great, trials tomoro.

Okay, great. tomoro ish trials, and i haven study a single thing. Sigh, can i make it? Im sho scare! Wonder if i could the paper! Especially MATHS! hate maths, and my teacher teach like shyt. Cant rili understand wads she telling. Cant wait for intensive classes. Need ttuh understand it s0on, before pmr comes. I must be prepared for everything. ;P wee! Aunt gave mii inspiration ttuh study, cos she said, if i would get 5A's den she'll gimme a mp4 ~ At least better than nth. BleRx.! Missing eu, sweetheart! I miss eu so much. Miss eu mis eu miss eu! Summer concert was great! <33 but gort pissed, when JJ said he wana pick a gal from the audience, he was shy at 1st. but tt gal jux came up to da stage. GRR! how can she do dat. Aww, summore hold hand and sing saranghaey0o! > < " i wish i were dere. T T

Wana go shoppin s0on! Get my purse and shop all day! Its mega sales, haven went out and explore those fashions out dere! Sigh, jux cant wait til trials end. Hope i can do it well too. God bless me! Hope i could pass wit flying colours. T T dun think i could, onli depends on luck.

Laogong, wo ai ni l0ts. <33

` All the best fer my sweeties as stated in d list.

- Jing

-Yaenn

-Neesha

-Kiran

-Dee

-Teng

-Ryn

-Emmy

-Sookling

-Weiling

Waiting for o911o6 <33

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Friday, August 11, 2006

Hapi belated anniversary ! =)

Hapi belated anniversary sweetheart. =)

o811o6 was our anniversary. Sowie fer the late post over here. Its our 2nd mth together. Love eu lots sweetie. We'll go on til forever, hangin on each other.

5201314 ~ Saranghaey0o laogong! <33

Hurm, trials ish nex week nerz. Abit scare t0o. Wonder how wil my result be, wonder if i can do it. I hope i dun disappoint mama and papa. Pressures again, when i think of cousins. NERD cousins! =X I dislikes those comparison between mii and them! Rili dislike tt. They jux sae with their mouth, but they din thought of my feelings. Stop those words, cos' its hurting mii. Currently listening to JJ lin- now that she's gone. Love dis song, as the lyrics very meaningful. About his life after his loved one left him. Hey, i love TVXQ! they're LOVE. Park y0o chun ~ Micky ! I love him so much, he ish so multi-talented! <33 Laogong, must takekaiire 0wix. I'll wori of eu ner, rmb ur f0od, and 0so ur drink ya! Must takekaiire!

I need the tops and shorts from Momoe! I need it badly, saw it on mag. Had a new haircut, brand new mii =) 0xbow! Love their designs of bikini. Its awesome. =)

Rmbered wut tt uncle said ttuh mii, He gave mii inspiration ttuh study. Thx a bunch uncle, tho i derno eu, but thx. Glad meeting eu tt day, especially in a game. Nvr meet someone like eu.

Tian xin, 0lnkx zhuzhu ;Jing's zhuzhu. <333

p/s : hearts eu m0re than anything. Your precious!

` Treasure eu in my heart (''V'') forever.

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Sunday, August 06, 2006

Now that she's gone.

Memories forever, p/s : Bestie forever no matter whre are you.

Sharon, its been a while since i talked ttuh eu. And when i had the chance getting ur number,its t0o late. Eu had ttuh go scotland s0on. Missing eu lots, mis those times when we actually told each other bout our crush in primary, ahax~ Dat was silly.. Stil rmb those funny and hapy memories. I guessed now ur enjoying ur life over dere, especially wit dyed hair! Aww. Btw, wondering how was ur flight on friday. Wondering eu had new frens in sku? Wonder when i could tok ttuh eu again. Trials ish nex week ;14th august. Today ish USJ12 sku's trials. All da best in ur exam, my Bery lovely jie. ;p

woo, cc closing dis tuesday, which ish tomoro. Goodbye cc! keke =P *blerx~*

Laogong, dun forget ur water and ur f0od! Must takecare of tummy and lips yah! ^__________^ T _ T Shinhwa's - You're my everything, aww~ My fave song. Love k-pops! They rawkz! K-pop music make my life wonderful ~ tho i dun understand wad dey're singing, (kekes, silly ;p ) but i stil love k-pops! Especially Super Junior, TVXQ,Shinhwa,se7en,Rain. Lorve the music eu guys made! Its awesome. Laogong, dun wori bout wilson. We're together forever marh =) * Or married * Lolx. =D Fang xin put all ur trust on me. And dearest wilson, sowie fer hurting eu. Dun sad sad and no more cries kae? Everything would be fine like last time. Mei and kor forever okies? Stay hapi ~ Cheer up. I stil rmbered, we use ttuh hi-5 for no reason. That wil make you smile. Jux imagine we are hi5-ing kae? Lolx, cheer up ! Takekaiire 0wix.

Dearest laogong, eu t0o, must takekaiire 0wix. Water and f0od ! =)

o811o6 ` coming s0on. l0rve eu tian xin. <3

BeiiBeii l0rve Ryanwiz <33 `smiles

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Monday, July 31, 2006

Laogong, sowie.

Something eu mistaken.

Laogong, not i dowan tel eu bout i online, but i din login msn cos gort 2 reason. 1st,cos i dowan waste time laggin dere, maple today whole day was laggy, but i was just thinking of helping laogong lvl up. Nth else other than dis on my mind. I tot if i helped laogong lvl up, you wil be hapi. Sowie, i duno dat i do lidat, wil make you feel sad. Laogong, reali sowie. I duno wad i can do ttuh make you understand, but i reali was onli thinkin bout helping laogong. just now i login msn,around 8.4o, was shock ttuh see u wasnt there. I had no chance ttuh msg you, ttuh call you. Laogong, if u reading my blog, i hope you understand. I reali hope you dun mistaken me on da things i did not do. Reali sowie, i rili din mean ttuh do it. I gort scolding from my uncle, cos he was in my hse today. Suppose the time when im training your char, that time is bro's turn. But i jus ignore, and rush ttuh help you lvl. I reali not dowan tok ttuh you laogong. Trust me pls. I dowan anymore like dis, misunderstandings kae? Wo ai ni lots ma, rmb? Tut-tut train, rmb? Always, always and forever, rmb? Memories forever. Never wana lose you in my life. Trust me all your life. Hope your okay now. Worried bout you. Sowie for everything laogong. Sowie~! =(

Dear God, bless him in everything he do. Hope hes always safe. Amen.

I believe in eternity love between us. Trust each other, care for each other. Rmb?

o811o6 ;11.45pm * 2nd anniversary. <33